but the major contributor to my decision has been my involvement with a guerrilla group in Venezuela, which is fighting for freedom and justice against unbelievable odds. I have been in contact with this group for a number of years by email, and now will finally join them.
 
I know most of you will think I am totally crazy - - but I have not made  this decision lightly. Nothing you can say or do will stop me from doing  what I truly believe in.
 
I realize the timing is terrible and my family will suffer - - but I hope to  see you again in happier days -when I return from my mission!